i think i need to stop for a moment, take a breather and think.
things are moving way too fast and i find it pretty hard to understand or even absorb the whole situation.
it has been a long time since i had such feelings.
i don't know if i should be feeling elated, or scared.
my whole mind is in a huge confusion.
i don't know what to do, what to say, what not to do or what not to say.

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everything seems like a fairytale come true.
except that it's one with a little too many obstacles that need to be cleared.
and it ain't easy removing them.
in the past, i used to question myself constantly.
but right now, i think i've got the answer i'd been searching for since a long time ago.
i'd always been running away, wanting to find my own escapade.
i guess i just gotta face up to the bare reality soon.
i'm finally exhausted.
drained out. totally.

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and...

i miss him.