i hate who i am now.

i hate myself for being so easily satisfied.

i hate myself for having such low expectations.

i hate myself for being so soft.

i hate myself for being moved so easily.

i hate myself for being such an emotional freak.

i wanna be as strong as he thinks i am.

i aspire to be happy in whatever i do.

so, tata.

it's so gonna be a challenge for me.
to do things that make myself happy, and at the same time, to put others before myself.