i can't believed i actually told him off yesterday.
he claimed (and still does.) that there's a problem with MY attitude.
so, i just asked him straight, "so what's the problem with MY attitude?"
he shutted me off from msn and went offline.
he did not even bother to reply me.
naturally, i got pissed and angry and upset.
i sms-ed him awhile after i went offline too, hoping that we could talk things out properly, again.
but i guess i couldn't contain the anger in me and just kept criticising the way he's treating me.
i even sent a 5-sms long message telling him off throughout.
i just said whatever i could think of without actually thinking whether he might be hurt by what i said.
he got fed up of me as well.
by the way i speak and the way i think.
i guess i really pissed him off last night. badly.
but now, i know that i'm wrong to say all those mean stuff.
he didn't wanna reply me anymore.
fine. i respect his decision and actions.
hope i get this over soon.
oh. and did i mention that i couldn't stop crying after we sms-ed?
i don't understand why i'm so concerned about this issue.
and i'm dreading school tomorrow.