for my dream to come true.

to be happy.

to be less confused.

to be richer.

to visit hong kong during july.

that everyone's wishes will all come true.

today's my second day of work and like yesterday, it was great.
:)
although i was asked to do no brainer jobs like filing of documents, tearing off the sides of invoices, attaching documents to the invoices, stapling of documents, checking through of documents, i am still very DELIGHTED.
hahaha.
cuz this has been the type of job i had long wanted to do since my last designation at my previous company, eFusion Solutions.
my previous job was a challenge.
it wasn't exactly tough but i just had to really work hard everyday in order to meet the submission target set.
my current job as compared is SO relaxing.
i hope it stays this way.
i don't mind performing the same boring duties everyday.
so long i don't need to rack my brains or get stressed up.
and the aunties in my department love me.
hah.
they just can't stop feeding me.
kept stuffing me with breads, biscuits, chocolate sweets and MORE.
and i've been lunching out with a few sweet girls as well.
:)
i feel so thankful for meeting all these people.
today, i was taught billing!
i then got quite busy after that and had loads of work to clear.
but i'm still glad cuz i can sit there and stone once in awhile and get back to it thereafter.
somehow, i tried imagining myself doing this for 3 whole months.
hmm.
shall see how.
:)

well. its confirmed.
that i'll be starting work on the coming monday.
at Nippon Express (S) Pte. Ltd.
*sigh*
i'm not ready, i feel.
maybe i've rested too long.
BUT. i've signed the agreement today, saying that i'll work for at least one month.
therefore, i gotta stop having negative thoughts.
i agreed to take up the job solely because transport is provided from tampines central to the main office in changi south and back to tampines again.
this way, i can save ALOT on transport fees.
heh.
the working hours ain't that long either.
and i wonder if i'd get to meet Japanese cuties like Takuya Kimura or Hideaki Takizawa in this huge Japanese logistics MNC?
i'm gonna be busy spying.
anyways, i'm glad i took it up cuz this means i'd be having a stable income and i can get my hands on that pricey Warehouse bag i've set my eyes on pretty soon!
:)
right now, i'm not looking forward to monday cuz i kept wondering who'd i have lunch with.
lol.
yea. i know it sounds silly talking about this when i've done so many different jobs and had met all kinds of people before and it's not that i'm the supershy-don't-dare-to-talk-to-people kind of girl.
but. i still can't stop worrying can i.

what if they're all so cliquish and none asks me to lunch with them on monday!
what if none of them don't even bother to look at me.
what if nobody starts to strike a conversation with me to get to know me better?

GRRRRR.

my mind has been bombarded with all these stupified thoughts since last night.
i kept telling myself it doesn't matter if nobody wants to eat with me and everyone has their own group of friends and refuse to befriend me, i can just eat by myself which i sorta enjoy and be my own friend.

Ha. Ha. Ha.

now, i sound like a spoilt primary school kid who refuse to go to school cuz her friends just won't "friend" her.

OKAY. I'VE DECIDED.

i'm gonna smile my way through on monday.
no matter what happens.
people always say a smile works wonders, ain't it.
i shall not falter in times of difficulties.

finally met up with wenjing today after so long.
and we went kbox together for the first time.
hah.
it was really enjoyable as we both liked singing the same genre of songs and we both have the same tastes.
we headed to bugis after that in search of "HER BAG".
the bag that she "die die" wanted.
we couldn't find the exact same one (and i think it's already sold out long ago) but we managed to find another similar-looking one thats as nice and user-friendly enough for her.
finally, we went to bedok's blk. 85 for dinner though we only ate Peanut Tang Yuans over there.
we had rosti at the royals previously so we were both darn full.
anyways, we caught up on each other's lives and it feels great to know what has been going on around.
just read fiona's blog and i've got same sentiments as her.
can't wait to meet s20 again.
:)

last night was fun.
had a great time in chinghong's car.
especially when he drove more than 120km/h.
dashing across red lights, zooming down the expressways like the roads were his.
hah.
went to many places, seen pretty ren yaos, watched aeroplanes fly above our heads and visited several ulu scary secluded areas.
oh. and not forgetting the number of times we almost banged into other vehicles.
reached home at about 1+ am.
was really tired but yesterday was superb.
in the end, i went to bed at 4+ in the morning.
could have slept all the way till 3 pm today BUT. had to wake up early to meet bliss to get our pay.
and we didn't get it today cuz the whole company's currently busy with all the shifting to the new office, hence delaying our pay.
bleh.
but it doesn't really matter also.
had a good time catching up with bliss.
:)
we shall hit california fitness and tone away!
i can't wait to see huimin on sunday.