Yea. I've been dead.
There were just so much to do I can't even find time to blog.
Whenever I have sometime available at home (and I do not need to study probably because I've no school the next day), I plop super early.
Everything seems like a routine already:

I go to school on Mondays, Tuesdays and Thursdays.
Mug hard on Mondays to prepare for my Japanese tutorial on Tuesdays.
Black out super early on Tuesdays, wake up late on Wednesdays.
Then mug my way through the day, to prepare for my other two Japanese tutorials on Thursdays.
Then I'll plop super early on Thursdays, and wake up late on Fridays.
Then mug hard on Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays for Genes and History.
I hate what I'm doing now.
Time passes so quickly I don't even have time to think and digest.
The feeling of helplessness sucks.
And I feel overwhelmed and suffocated at times.
Tsk tsk. Not healthy.

Sometimes. I just feel like running away. To a faraway place where I don't need to face anyone or anything. Yeah. This is escapism.

i'm so sick, both literally and figuratively.

Sick of having to perform memorised dialogues in Japanese tutorials.

Sick of worrying about preparations for the numerous tutorials.

Sick of attending first-halves lectures and leaving during the ten-minute breaks.

Sick of seeing ugly people around in school.

Sick of looking at people who look like a total wreck.

Sick of all the unfamiliar faces passing by me.

Sick of all the weirdos I see.

Sick of looking at Ah Lians in campus.

Sick of hearing unintelligent comments.

Sick of pretending I don't care, but in fact I do.

Sick of Japanese quizzes.

Sick of having to squeeze even along the corridor in Arts faculty.

Sick of having to climb long stairways.

Sick of having to find a table in the filthy canteen.

Sick of waiting for my print-outs in the Central Library.

Sick of queuing up for foods in the canteen.

Sick of looking like an idiot looking for tutorial classrooms.

Yes, I'm full of complaints.

I like to complain, cannot ah?

Seriously, why can't people just LOOK normal?
Is it that difficult.
Why be UGLY Christmas trees?
I mean, I've nothing against Christmas tress and I love them absolutely but someone who looks like one is so disgusting.
Imagine a girl in flowery tube dress with a STARWBERRIES-FILLED tight leggings.
You see the picture?

So now I sound like some evil fashion editor out to eliminate fashon disasters.
Maybe my passion's in this area and not in some boring Economics eh?
Okay, I admit it was a practical decision made BUT i do adore Economics to a certain extent.
So, end of discussion.

I just wanted to complain.

These two weeks had been so hectic that it's freaking me out.
I've the feeling that I'm mugging so hard like I was before the Prelims.
This is how much work I have to do.
I never thought of embarking my university life this way and never have I known that it'd take so much time and effort.
It sucks really.
The only good thing about school is being able to crap with ph la.
We've done the craziest and silliest things anyone'd do in campus.
And we always say ourselves as being "full of shit".
But at least time passes quickly when we have each other for company.
Most impostantly, we love the shopping that awaits us at The Forum.
Clothes, earrings, handphone accessories, slippers, we've bought them all!
We always get high when we see a new bazzar at the start of a new week.
Lol.

We've been seeing weird people around and we can't stop complaining.
We're so mean and full of ourselves that I can't stand it.
Haha.
If you hear the kind of things we say, you'd probably think we're some evil kids set on loose wanting to take over the entire universe.

Alright, I think you have a rough picture of my life in NUS.
More or less la.